﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><ttl>60</ttl><title>Life as I See it</title><link>http://cmalexander.com</link><lastBuildDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2010 12:06:49 GMT</lastBuildDate><pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2010 12:06:49 GMT</pubDate><language>en</language><copyright /><itunes:subtitle> </itunes:subtitle><itunes:author /><itunes:summary /><description /><itunes:owner><itunes:name /><itunes:email>CAlex6977@gmail.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Arts" /><item><title>Alice in Wonderland 2010</title><link>http://cmalexander.com/2010/03/05/alice-in-wonderland-2010.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Chris Alexander</dc:creator><description>&lt;BR&gt;
&lt;CENTER&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/77736-68057/Alice2010.jpg?a=61"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG style="WIDTH: 298px; HEIGHT: 103px" src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/77736-68057/StarRating.jpg?a=79" width=556 height=201&gt;&lt;/CENTER&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Tonight, March 5 at 12am I went to see the Alice in Wonderland 2010. Another Tim Burton production with Johnny Depp as the lead. Im gonna start by saying this is a 3.5 star movie. The movie was entertaining and the 2 hrs kinda flew by&amp;nbsp;quickly. I was really let down though. I dont know what I expected but it wasnt what I got.&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; The 3D effects were completely pointless in this movie. They really took away from the flow of the movie. Many times the focus was off. Not meaning the screen wasnt clear but they just drew your eye to the improper area. The only real effective 3D parts were the Cheshire cat and the Caterpillar(Absolem) scenes. Those were pretty neat and there were a few nifty flying scenes.&amp;nbsp; Beyond that there is no reason to see the 3D version. &lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; The story was congruent. The acting was good. The costuming was amazing. It was overall an eye catching film. I really enjoyed the mixture of human and CG characters. This is a definite rent or buy on DVD movie. I dont feel it is worth your time in the theater though. I spent $14.25 to see it and I felt ripped off in the first 20 mins. Good luck with your own experience. Let me know what you thought of the movie.&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;Thanks for reading. Have a great weekend.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;
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&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;&amp;nbsp; Most notably two of my favorite singer/song writers who have a good fan base on the net have done live broadcasts of performances.&lt;A href="http://www.KinaGrannis.com"&gt; Kina Grannis&lt;/A&gt; did her album release party live on the net.&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;Her cd hit iTunes on the morning of Feb 23&lt;SUP&gt;rd&lt;/SUP&gt; and she had her Live show on &lt;A href="http://www.Ustream.tv"&gt;Ustream.tv&lt;/A&gt; in the evening. She promoted this event just through her &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.twitter.com/KinaGrannis"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;Twitter&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; &lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt;and Facebook page. Giving the link out every few hours leading up to the event.&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;By the time she was live from her living room there were over 800 people viewing the show and her cd had hit as high as #26 in overall album sales, not to mention #7 on the iTunes Pop album sales. The whole thing was a brilliant engaging experience. Imagine this as you check out the photos. The artist is right there talking to all of us. Not just performing songs. She was laughing, telling stories, and just being real.&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;She spent 2 hours just hanging out, reading questions and taking requests from the chatroom, answering phone calls from fans using a service called &lt;A href="http://www.SayNow.com"&gt;SayNow&lt;/A&gt;. &lt;SPAN style="yes: &gt; &lt;/SPAN&gt;She candidly played at least 7 songs and many that were older and possibly not even recorded before. This was just super cool. She was so gracious and really made me more of a fan by getting to know her through this medium. &lt;SPAN style=" yes? mso-spacerun:&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt;You could watch on your phone/laptop/desktop or even the big screen in your living room like myself. Pretty unreal and something I didn’t even imagine 5 years ago.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;CENTER&gt;&lt;A href="http://s271.photobucket.com/albums/jj121/CAlxndr6977/?action=view&amp;amp;current=2010-02-27LiveStreamingShows.jpg" target=_blank&gt;&lt;IMG style="WIDTH: 600px; HEIGHT: 331px" border=0 alt="Kina Grannis" src="http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj121/CAlxndr6977/2010-02-27LiveStreamingShows.jpg" width=620 height=491&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;Click the picture to view full size&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/CENTER&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;You can find more of her at &lt;A href="http://www.kinagrannis.com/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.KinaGrannis.com&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;as well as all her videos at &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.youtube.com/KinaGrannis"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;Youtube&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; and don’t forget to check her out at &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.twitter.com/KinaGrannis"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;Twitter&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; where she is extremely active and engaged with her fans.&lt;/FONT&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;&amp;nbsp; Another one of my favs who I have blogged about before, &lt;A href="http://www.cmalexander.com/2009/09/07/kim-divine.aspx"&gt;Kim DiVine&lt;/A&gt;. She was the musical guest on &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.acmecomedy.com/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.AcmeComedy.com&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; Saturday night. This is their Saturday Night Live of sorts. They use &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.ustream.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Ustream.tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; as well. It is embedded directly into their site and right on the Ustream.tv site incorporating a chatroom and twitter feed. The crowd here was certainly smaller than Kina’s but video production was definitely the focus here. These guys at &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.acmecomedy.com/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.AcmeComedy.com&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt;really did a great job and had quite a bit of production value with at least 3 camera switching with snazzy transitions and&amp;nbsp;green screen effects. It was a typical comedy sketch show and I wasn’t sure how it would translate since I wasn’t actually in the physical room. I was pleasantly surprised at how funny and engaging it was and I really had some great laughs. For me as usual Kim stole the show with her heartfelt lyrics and smooth guitar stylings.&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;She played two songs just like the SNL musical guests. Here is a little montage of Kim on the big screen.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;CENTER&gt;&lt;A href="http://s271.photobucket.com/albums/jj121/CAlxndr6977/?action=view&amp;amp;current=2010-02-27LiveStreamingShows1.jpg" target=_blank&gt;&lt;IMG style="WIDTH: 601px; HEIGHT: 586px" border=0 alt="Kim DiVine" src="http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj121/CAlxndr6977/2010-02-27LiveStreamingShows1.jpg" width=650 height=899&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;Click the picture to view full size&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/CENTER&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; You can find more of her at &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.kimdivine.com/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.KimDiVine.com&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; and all her videos at &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.youtube.com/KimDiVine"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;Youtube&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;. She is also on &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.twitter.com/KimDiVine"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;Twitter&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; and she has a &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.facebook.com/kimdvinemusic"&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;Facebook Fanpage&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&amp;nbsp; 
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt;I want to share with you a few things I recently found about live video streaming and a few trusty favorites that have been doing this for awhile. For live streaming video there are basically 4 companies offering the bandwidth. There are actually quite a few others but&amp;nbsp;Ill take about the mainstream&amp;nbsp;sites as I see it.&amp;nbsp;Put simply, you personally can’t afford to feed your own live video to 100s let alone 1000s of viewers. You need a website that specializes in live streaming. &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt;The most versatile and commercial site right now is &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.ustream.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Ustream.tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; . These guys cover all the bases and have a near flawless interface allowing you to embed the video directly to your site. Record and archive the full streams. &lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt;Incorporate chat using a standard chatroom as well as Twitter stream. The site allows HQ video streams that looked pretty darn good even on my tv. This is definitely the leader in the technology right now. Down side is their site alone will not get you viewers. Very few people browse &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.ustream.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Ustream.tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; and just randomly come across your show. You need to have a following that you can implore to come to the site and join just to see you.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;On the other hand if you just want to broadcast and have random viewers show up to your stream, &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.justin.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Justin.tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; is the place to go. They offer much the same setup as &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.ustream.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Ustream.tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; but their site has many more folks just browsing for something interesting to watch. This can really build your views and possibly bring new fans. The main age group here is around 16-30 yr olds.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;For the younger folks you definitely want to hit &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.stickam.com/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Stickam.com&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; . This site is full of 12-20 yr olds which can be a great thing depending on your content. Their software is not quite as good for embedding in your own site etc but their chat experience is often quite engaging. They also allow viewers to interact with their own video webcams as well as standard chatting.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;Lastly for a more commercialized and personalized stream you can use something called &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.bitgravity.com/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Bitgravity.com&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; . This is a company to stream top quality video. It’s a bit more involved and might entail more computing knowledge, possibly some money and an agreement with the company. Also you will definitely need to have your own following and your own website to embed the stream.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;That’s a few of my experiences and the sites that make it all happen. I now want to share with you two of the leaders in utilizing this technology to the fullest. &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.thestream.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.TheStream.Tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; and Live.Twit.Tv are both optimized for this format. &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.thestream.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.TheStream.Tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; is a network built on the idea of interactive shows broadcast live on the internet allowing its fans to chat directly with the hosts and guests. They have a live programming 5 days a week&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;2-5 hrs a day. Their shows are a good mix of comedy celebrity and video games. Not only are they live, they archive all their shows for on-demand viewing and there are over 1000 episodes to choose from. Check them out at &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.thestream.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.TheStream.Tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;A href="Live.Twit.Tv"&gt;Live.Twit.Tv&lt;/A&gt; is Leo Laporte’s podcast network. Leo is the Tech guy. You might remember him from the 90’s television show called The Screensavers. Basically he has a network of podcasters doing shows running the full gamit of technology related conversation. All the weekly shows can be seen recorded live at &lt;A href="Live.Twit.Tv"&gt;Live.Twit.Tv&lt;/A&gt;. More information about all the podcast and everything Leo Laporte can be found a &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.twit.tv/"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Twit.Tv&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; I’m glad I could share this with you. Thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed the peek into my living room as well. You can hit me up at &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.twitter.com/CAlex6977"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;Twitter&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; or if Im live on the broadcasting sites which is highly unlikely &lt;IMG border=0 src="http://cmalexander.com/emoticons/wink.png"&gt; &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.ustream.tv/PokerPro"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Ustream.tv/PokerPro&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.justin.tv/ThePokerPro"&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Justin.tv/ThePokerPro&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.Stickam.com/PokerPro"&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.Stickam.com/PokerPro"&gt;www.Stickam.com/PokerPro&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;or look at my videos on&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.youtube.com/CAlex6977"&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000ff size=3 face=Calibri&gt;www.Youtube.com/CAlex6977&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=3 face=Calibri&gt; &lt;BR&gt;Most of all be sure an check out my sponsored ads below.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;
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Apparently Soft play and cheating is allowed in their morning $40 tournament. &lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; I was up and down the whole tournament and battled through 30 players. Made it down to the final table with only&amp;nbsp;7 players left and 5 being paid. The blinds are 800/1600 which are large for everyones stack. The 2 seat and the 7 seat have about 25k each though everyone else is short.&amp;nbsp; On the hand in question the button is in the 6 seat and it folds around to the small blind.&amp;nbsp;He makes it 3200(min raise). Keep in mind this is an older local guy with 25k in his stack. The big blind also an older local guy then announces allin, putting 5500 chips in the pot. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The&amp;nbsp;original raiser goes "whew...really?"&amp;nbsp; Thinks for about 30 seconds. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The Big blind says "I got you beat, Ill show you" &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Original raiser says "Okay" and mucks his hand.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;To many this might seem like just standard raise and fold. I immediately said "You gotta be kidding me, you cant soft play like that"&amp;nbsp; The dealer glared at me and I was like "WTF". You cant do the math here look at this. A guy puts in 3200 chips and then gets raised to 5500. Its 2300 more for him to call to win a 11,000 chip pot. Thats 5 to 1 odds if Im not mistaken. Anyone that would fold any two cards here is obviously cheating and soft playing. The guy showed his pocket 44 and the two laughed together. "I was like come on nobody else is upset here?"&amp;nbsp; The 2&amp;nbsp;seat immediately agreed with me that the two were talking and obviously something was up. Next the 10 seat was like "That&amp;nbsp; was definately soft play, I dont even soft play my girlfriend like that" &lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; The dealer was like okay&amp;nbsp; next hand... I was like "hold on just a second here WTF" You cant just let this go by. They went ahead and dealt the next hand and then conveniently there was a break. I was so steamed. I walked away and then came back to the table to talk about it. Everyone was gone except the offender in the 7 seat and the dealer. I politely asked the man " You understand why I am upset right?" He said "No"&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The dealer then immediately chimed in and was like "You need to just calm down, you are all to worked up about this. You cant just go around smearing people's character without knowing whats going on"&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Me: "This is not about anyones character and Im not trying to be mean to anybody. What he did was unfair to me and everyone else at the table. Something needs to be done about it"&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Dealer: "It was 2300 more for him to call and he can do whatever he wants with his chips. You didnt even see what he had how can you tell him what to do"&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Me: *Laughing uncontrollably* "It matters not what two cards either of them had. What matters is they had a conversation down here and agreed to let the short stack keep his chips"&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Seat 7(Offender): "I had 23 suited. I was trying to steal. You want me to call there with 23?"&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Seat 5(Clueless noob): "He has exactly 0% chance to win if he calls with 23"&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Me: "NOT THE POINT, he has 3200 of his own chips in the pot already. If he is willing to raise here he has to call the 2300 more. If not he is obviously dumping chips to his buddy"&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Seat 2 and 10 have sauntered back over to agree with me that they are upset about it too. The dealer then blows my mind and says "You need to stop making assumptions and smearing other peoples character at the table" Then break is over she gets up and leaves and a new dealer is in the box. I have no recourse here so I just say Fuck it Ill play along like there are no problems.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; 4 hands later the blinds are at 1500/3000 and I am the big blind. Seat 7 is down to about 18,000 now and puts in a 6500 chip bet. It folds around to me in the BB. I look down at A10 hearts. I ship my 12,000 chips allin. Instantly he calls and turns over A7 offsuit. &lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; Anyone see a problem here? I smile and say "Thank you for proving my point." &amp;nbsp;Seats 2 and 10 laugh and totally get my point which made me feel pretty good. Obbviously the board runs 4s 5c 7d 9h Js. Dude takes me out. I told everyone good luck and just walked away in complete disbelief.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; First of all if you dont get the point. He obviously did the exact opposite thing to me that he did to his friend. Called me with a weak hand because I didnt have a lot of chips. Im not mad that he called in any way. Its just the karma that came down with the cards on the board cause obviously Im the asshole in the situation. &lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; I find it disgusting and ridiculous the way this poker room is run. There are 3 or 4 good dealers a couple of great counter people and a good floor man or so. The rest of it is unreal. If you dont know simple things you should not be allowed to deal a tournament. Also if you obviously have no idea what you are talking about you need to call the floor immediately. Next if a situation is unresolved you never leave the table with another dealer who has no idea what is going on. The previous issue in this room for me had a similar result where the dealer left the table so it turned into my word against a clueless new dealer and the floor man. &lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; I am a reasonable intelligent and polite poker player. I ask only to be treated with respect and politeness. These assholes love all these stupid old cocksuckers that come into their room and buyin to 2/4 limit games for $30 dollars and&amp;nbsp;give them no tips. Poker is not about this. Everyone needs to be treated fairly. I dont want special treatment cause I play 10hr sessions and tip generously. People need to get their priorities straight. Im not gonna go back for another 6-12 months. I emplore any and all of you who read this to please find another place to play poker. If you are an old asshole then go in there and have a circle jerk with your 25 other moron buddies. Thanks you&amp;nbsp; for reading and I hope this has been entertaining. 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&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=5 face=Calibri&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Wasted time by Kim DiVine&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=4&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #777c7e"&gt;&lt;FONT size=4&gt;&lt;FONT face=Calibri&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Just brush your eyes dry and wait&lt;BR&gt;The night will fade into morrow&lt;BR&gt;It will be a better day&lt;BR&gt;A different way and you will say okay&lt;BR&gt;Ill be okay Yeah, Yeahy Yeah yeah&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The song starts of simple and keeps a steady pace throughout. Just keeping you in its warm embrace. The begining gives you a taste of where we are headed. Today is not the only thing. Do not hold on so tight. Let today flow and embrace the next experience.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #777c7e"&gt;&lt;EM&gt;And I hear your tears crying in tune&lt;BR&gt;I feel your fears pickin at you but without those pains to live&lt;BR&gt;You wouldn’t, you wouldn’t be here&lt;BR&gt;But I know you'd die inside if you had the choice&lt;BR&gt;But instead you just, you just&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;With the experiences and struggles you have you just cant see the beauty of life. The contrast is there to wake you up, to make you see. But instead we all ignore whats been shown so clear. Wish it all would end, want to run and hide. &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #777c7e"&gt;&lt;EM&gt;You stare at the clock but it gives you nothing but wasted time&lt;BR&gt;You search to find your meaning, but its nothing you’ll find&lt;BR&gt;No in this moment it will pass&lt;BR&gt;Let out the air and breathe again&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The first chorus gives it to you straight. How often do you find yourself looking at a clock. Counting the minutes of your life. Looking for then next thing while grasping tightly to the pain of experiences you are in but wish would pass. Struggling to find that something with meaning to fill the emptiness. Its right there, that contrast Look away and breathe deep. The first of numerous times you are told to BREATHE throughout the song.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #777c7e"&gt;&lt;EM&gt;You know the dreams inside of you&lt;BR&gt;And they’re bitin on your strength&lt;BR&gt;Damn all the crap that creeps to misguide you&lt;BR&gt;Cause you know its only you&lt;BR&gt;Its only you that can save you&lt;BR&gt;So stop lookin out and look in&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The beatiful dreams, thoughts, and ideas within you. They contrast much of what you see in reality. Society and media misdirect your focus to believe the answer is in the next big thing. Really the answer is you. Right there inside your mind. Stop searching for meaning and create it. &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #777c7e"&gt;&lt;EM&gt;You stare at the clock but it gives you nothing but wasted time&lt;BR&gt;You search to find your meaning, but its nothing you’ll find&lt;BR&gt;No in this moment it will pass&lt;BR&gt;Let out the air and breathe again&lt;BR&gt;Let out the air and breathe again&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Its easy, just like the yoga masters tell you. Be in the moment. You cannot find what you are searching for. Be in the moment. Focus your breath. Feel it in and out. Know the answers are in you.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;SPAN style="COLOR: #777c7e"&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Whoa all you have to do is let out the air and breathe again&lt;BR&gt;All you have to do is take it all in and breathe again&lt;BR&gt;Breathe again but I know youd die inside if you had the choice&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Stare at the clock but it gives you nothing but wasted time&lt;BR&gt;Search to find your meaning, but its nothing you’ll find&lt;BR&gt;No in this moment it will pass&lt;BR&gt;Let out the air and breathe again&lt;BR&gt;Let out the air and breathe again&lt;BR&gt;Let out the air and breathe again&lt;BR&gt;Just brush your eyes dry and wave&lt;BR&gt;The night will fade into morrow&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;It will change&lt;/STRONG&gt;.&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;The last bit of the song is so strong. Repeating&amp;nbsp; Breathe Again, Breathe Again. Take it all in, experience it but Breathe Again. Everything in the world will pass. Let it all flow through. In the end of the song we are back at the begining and we have found our different way. Breathe in, Breathe out and it will change.&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp; I haven't talked to Kim directly about the song but its from 2004 so I imagine it may be far from her mind by now. I just&amp;nbsp;flowed my opinions here and gave what the song made me feel. I always wonder if I over analyze stuff but I&amp;nbsp;think thats the point of music. One person&amp;nbsp;chooses to put their ideas out there in song and you&amp;nbsp;experience it, feel their intentions and&amp;nbsp;draw your own feelings out of the moment. Thanks for reading. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Check out more&amp;nbsp;of&amp;nbsp;Kim's music and information at &lt;A href="http://www.KimDiVine.com"&gt;www.KimDiVine.com&lt;/A&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;Or some of her videos at her &lt;A href="http://www.youtube.com/KimDivine"&gt;Youtube&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;You can sample the song Wasted Time and also purchase it at &lt;A href="http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/kimd2"&gt;CDbaby.com&lt;/A&gt;&amp;nbsp;or Itunes&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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